Can you relate?

Started by AnjaSweden, December 04, 2022, 05:52:32 PM

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AnjaSweden

I know a lot of people here like the idea of fighting much more than actually fighting. Some of you count a cyber fight as a fight because you get the satisfaction you want out of it. It's not like that for me at all. I started fighting when I was a kid, in school, and I very fast realized that even when I hated the conflicts, I loved the fights. Eventually I started to love to conflicts as well, but only when they turned into physical confrontations. A bit later, next realization came. I'm addicted to fighting. It can't be replaced by anything else. I can enjoy a cyber fight but it doesn't, not even remotely, decreases my need to fight.
There's something about the rivalry as well. I love building up the hate, I love fighting out of despite and jealousy. I have no idea why I'm like this. I just am. I need an enemy, I need a woman to be in war against me. Sometimes I see a woman I don't even know and I wished we had a conflict. Can any of you relate to this? I would love to talk to someone who feels the same.
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jessiefite

I can relate, albeit for different reasons.  Since I was 15, I've felt a compulsion to fight that will not go away. When something fulfills a core need in your psyche, I guess most other considerations don't matter.  You still want it, still want to do it.

DottiD

a cyber fight will never replace a fight no matter the style, if you have a hunger to compete just chatting won't feed it, in fact in some cases a really good cyber can fuel that desire over ease it. Cyber can be used as a simple form of what you fantasize about doing in real life but if you ever went as far as some cybers go you might end up in court lol.

Horny-Jew

It is so sexy to read about and/or watch a catfight happen in a fantasy. but in actual real life (at least in the USA) it doesn't happen as there would be serious ramifications for the women involved. A catfight turns me sexually so much, but I never want to see the women get hurt.